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soundtrack:
Whatever it was.

setting:
Wherever it was.

sustenance:
Whatever it was.

11.08.2003 - For Matt Davis.
10.08.2003 - For Matt Davis.
09.08.2003 - now
09.08.2003 - even this is more vacant than it sounds
09.08.2003 - take time.
07.08.2003 - Ger's still here
06.08.2003 - pretend I thought of a good description
05.08.2003 - bruised
05.08.2003 - to my grandmother (and, sadly, unsaid).
05.08.2003 - believe me when i say
04.08.2003 - crashing
03.08.2003 - seated, unimportant...
03.08.2003 - Greg, not belonging, and someone...let's call her "guilt".
01.08.2003 - die nacht
31.07.2003 - Reasons why I love Forest Groove records in Forest Grove, Oregon.
30.07.2003 - not really an entry, really...
30.07.2003 - Morning
28.07.2003 - So brief, baby.
26.07.2003 - crush
26.07.2003 - crush
25.07.2003 - the pinhole captures all of you, motherfuckers--final version
25.07.2003 - fuck
24.07.2003 - ignore
23.07.2003 - i simply need to collect.
23.07.2003 - *wham*
22.07.2003 - i know i'm not your type...
19.07.2003 - a very special person emailed this to me.
19.07.2003 - Tony Speaks.
18.07.2003 - i love you for what i am not.
17.07.2003 - i am the parasite
16.07.2003 - Jorge, Liberia, Iraq, Humans. Typical boring rant.
14.07.2003 - this is not a pipe dream.
14.07.2003 - as the ODB used to say...
13.07.2003 - Pacific University Commons, Forest Grove, Oregon.
11.07.2003 - perfumes of arabia
10.07.2003 - not really.
10.07.2003 - What I'll never say to the girl behind the coffee counter next door to the office.
09.07.2003 - "this isn't some kind of metaphor...goddammit this is real"
08.07.2003 - and the devil said...
07.07.2003 - Africa.
05.07.2003 - At this point, I would sell myself to anyone who asked the right way.
05.07.2003 - about fucking.
05.07.2003 - so, of course, when i try to be desireless....
04.07.2003 - Somewhere in Oregon, Darryl is crying.
04.07.2003 - as close as you'll get to an honest answer for a while.
02.07.2003 - Every ant farm needs a queen.
02.07.2003 - Pictures.
01.07.2003 - saying.
30.06.2003 - comprehensive
29.06.2003 - S, A ,T-U-R,D-A-Y, NIGHT!!!
07.02.2040 - Democrats again
26.06.2003 - Nothing, no one...ignore this.
25.06.2003 - Wholly Rowmen Em-pyre
24.06.2003 - Melinda.
23.06.2003 - the way i feel about you baby, can't explain it...
22.06.2003 - grow up to be bad boys
21.06.2003 - giving equal voice to dissenters.
20.06.2003 - zero-
20.06.2003 - Segments.
20.06.2003 - this is actually to more people than nobility will allow
19.06.2003 - Happy entry.
18.06.2003 - Last night.
18.06.2003 - in which i name-drop like a shameless hollywood whore
18.06.2003 - THIS ONLY PIERCES A CERTAIN KIND OF DARKNESS
16.06.2003 - Good/Bad
16.06.2003 - I think I'll call this one "YOU"
16.06.2003 - short, before monday.
16.06.2003 - Nigger love song
15.06.2003 - Sturvey...once more!
15.06.2003 - got ash on your face, oh what a shame...
14.06.2003 - Greener Grads.
13.06.2003 - The brush-off.
12.06.2003 - Sleep.
11.06.2003 - trains and fights
11.06.2003 - what i think about when i should be working.
10.06.2003 - April
08.06.2003 - and, suddenly...
08.05.2003 - 23.05-Olympia
07.06.2003 - to ladies.
07.06.2003 - Saturday Rants.
06.06.2003 - Another shitty entry
06.06.2003 - Bad poetry-Tryst
05.06.2003 - Where it comes from
04.06.2003 - Ha ha ha.
03.06.2003 - black hole.
03.06.2003 - Sangre.
02.06.2003 - Pudding.
01.06.2003 - Sure to elicit some form of snide comment from Dev.
01.06.2003 - Women, you may hate me now.
01.06.2003 - If I were...
31.05.2003 - Silly little boy.
30.05.2003 - it takes a million years.
30.05.2003 - The Day.
29.05.2003 - 'mhvnntfftmhearing
28.05.2003 - Rummy's turn.
28.05.2003 - Smoothie Girl.
27.05.2003 - For and About You.
25.05.2003 - The most romantic song ever written
24.05.2003 - Very sleepydrunk
22.05.2003 - Sleepydrunk.
21.05.2003 - Democrats.
20.05.2003 - My relationship
20.05.2003 - Surveys are lame when I do them.
20.05.2003 - The Narcissist Cookbook: Zero
19.05.2003 - i'm not darryl either. he'll be back soon!
19.05.2003 - Funeral's Over, Let's Eat
18.05.2003 - shite
17.05.2003 - Do the manta ray
16.05.2003 - woe is servo (but mostly woe is woe[whoah is joey lawrence])
14.05.2003 - servo talks about things
13.05.2003 - Ends and beginnings.
13.05.2003 - Why I'm sad.
13.05.2003 - lyrics that aren't mine
12.05.2003 - My Weakest
20.04.2003 - arise from the dead.
19.04.2003 - I am still alive.
17.04.2003 - It's been a while since we looked in the light.
16.04.2003 - They're already angry at us. Big fucking shock.
15.04.2003 - Yeah, baby...pretentious lyric time.
14.04.2003 - Back to the war rants.
13.04.2003 - Yeah, this is childish. Come back tomorrow.
13.04.2003 - Dammit.
13.04.2003 - Aereogramme.
12.04.2003 - I'm too sad to write here at the moment. Here's a picture instead.
11.04.2003 - Iraq and roll.
10.04.2003 - Energy that just doesn't go the extra mile.
09.04.2003 - Happy Anniversary
08.04.2003 - Four Ninety-Nine.
08.04.2003 - From Before the Eleni Mandell show.
08.04.2003 - I'm surprised I remember this dream so well. Anyone care to explain it to me?
07.04.2003 - Prognistica!
05.04.2003 - A war rant of surprising vitriol and energy.
04.04.2003 - Go on, hit me again.
04.04.2003 - A surprising throw-away.
02.04.2003 - "God" and country.
31.03.2003 - Pro-war demonstration
29.03.2003 - Nice day for a white war.
29.03.2003 - Wake up, wake up, wake uuuuuuuuuuppppp......
29.03.2003 - Reasons for war.
28.03.2003 - War Scorecard.
28.03.2003 - Susurrant.
28.03.2003 - This one isn't going anywhere.
27.03.2003 - wow...i'm really sleepy
26.03.2003 - endless, endless war....
25.03.2003 - Guess what?
23.03.2003 - Jorge, Eminem, and the death of our enemies...and ourselves.
23.03.2003 - Willie and the Rain.
22.03.2003 - In case you weren't already tired of my war ranting.
22.03.2003 - The Rain and The March
21.03.2003 - A possible solution to the problem.
21.03.2003 - For My Anniversary!
20.03.2003 - Disaffekted.
20.03.2003 - Wondering in Portland.
19.03.2003 - I stand on rickety legs of twigs and rusted iron.
18.03.2003 - Welcome, friends, to this room of the party.
18.03.2003 - I don't know the answers; frankly, I'm too young.
17.03.2003 - For those of you who had trouble deciphering George W. Bush's speech tonight...
16.03.2003 - Soundtrack to My Evanescent Bliss
16.03.2003 - Com(?)
16.03.2003 - In brief.
16.03.2003 - The Death of America.
15.03.2003 - Today. In Brief.
15.03.2003 - Thank you.
15.03.2003 - it's still painless.
15.03.2003 - Soundtrack to My Wholesale Slaughter...
15.03.2003 - Oh, i'm sick of trying to explain this war nonsense. So I'll just rant the same old shit. Again.
14.03.2003 - Matt Davis.
14.03.2003 - no.
14.03.2003 - Soundtrack to My End.
13.03.2003 - AND I SLEEP BECAUSE DYING IS TOO MELODRAMATIC.
13.03.2003 - hey, mr. jack.
13.03.2003 - turn your face to the wall.
11.03.2003 - the artless way I speak my mind
11.03.2003 - Freedom fries.
10.03.2003 - Home, Chapter One.



2001: a Darryl Odyssey
End of (College) Days
The SIIC and the Dead
Bellevue National Penitentiary
Seattle
The Shadows On The Wall